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Name: Alyssa
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Redding
Birthday: 7/9/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: Drawing Anime, watching anime, anime in general, writing poetry, listening to music, talking to people, trying to behappy(actually being happy is better, but that's not something that ever comes, so..I try)..gothic and black and...blood...
Expertise: uh? Drawing and writing poetry. Oh yeah, and being a sad/depressed, gothic, demon-lover, freak!
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  TwistedHatred
Yahoo:  xX_QueenofPain_Xx
Member Since:
9/10/2004
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| I am uh, ditching this site. ok then. ya'll got the memo. seeya. still
wanna keep in contaact with me? then my email is
xX_QueenofPain_Xx@yahoo.com not sure why you would want to, but
whatever. Merry(not really Merry) Christmas and good riddance(that is,
if you are not gonna talk to me again).
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| I feel..sad. as if a part of me just left with Erik out the door. He's
gone now, and I won't see him for...almost 5 months. I need a hug. I'm
sad. I wonder how long it will take me to get over him being gone..
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| I LOVE JUMPING IN PUDDLES!!!
WEEEEE! Water and rain is great! yees....
and anways. puddles. randomness. yes.
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| hey. I've been busy. sorry. Soo..ya. life is terrible. I failing
everything. including school. I feel so sad right now. mom won't stop
telling me that I'm not tring hard enough, But I'm trying as hard as I
can! It's just... hard. I wish it was all over. My halloween was good.
I keep thinking it was terrible though, I have no idea why because I
was generally happy. There goes my pessimistic mind again..telling me
everythings wrong. oh well.
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| hiiiii. I....back now. ya. I'm uh. Not happy, but not exactly sad
either. Kind of in the nuetral state. I'm feeling very overwhelmed
though. Mom told me I have to
get an A out of my English 1A and Math 102 class. I don't think I can
do that. I suck at tests and so far, thats proven to be true(For math
at least). And English, Well, a b is a given, but A..no. I can't. I
can't do it. What will mom do if I don't get good enough grades? I'm
scared. I was going to tell her my last test score in math(which was
pretty bad as usual), but just as I was going to tell her, she told me
how I had to get an A so then I froze up. I don't know what to do. If I
died, I'm sure it would all be fine, I wouldn't have to deal with this.
Then again, there's but one person would very much regret leaving
behind. He might kill himself too. Hmm..that would be sad. Yes.
but..even though I feel that love for him..I can't help but think of
the release I would have on my soul if I was dead.
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